down...

i was down when you asked me that is it i'm your girlfriend.

i never thought that you will feel confuse with this.

The distance between us seem like a bit far.

I tried to reach your place, but u built a wall between us.

I don't know what can i do. i don't know what should i do for our love.

My mind is blanking. I can't sleep well although i was in bed many hours. Since the sentences appears on my mind repeated, repeated. How come it can become like that? i wonder how. i wonder why. How can i broke this WALL?

Everything i do seem wrong. The cause of all the problems began on me. Haha... i am stupid.

When we are together, not that i want you to do everything for me, because it is a type of CONCERN. Many things i can do it myself, but why i want to tell u, it just because you are my boyfriend. Maybe all the happens i told u make u feel stress, seem like i want you to solve the problems for me. i can tell u that, NO! i just want to share with you about what was happening on me. Not that i want to make trouble on you. Maybe the way i talked seem like childish, seem that want you do something or give me any suggestion. haha... (no feelings laugh)

Now I recall why you said like that, why.

Many things that happened on you, you never told me. And you will try to solve it by yourself, never ask people give you a big hand, but for me, like every time i asked people listen to me, give me suggestion. Make a trouble on people. I become a trouble maker for other people.

Have you even think that i am your girlfriend?

What will girlfriend do when she got you?

Why she never complains to others but just you?

Why she does this on you, but not other people?

Why you feel stress when she tells you her problems?

Maybe you already be used to the way you live and never ask for help, and you wish she does so.

答应自己，要独自承受这一切，因为爱是一门要耗费一生去学习、经营的学问.

不要让自己和幸福擦肩而过，爱情不是等你得空才来珍惜～

如果等你的空才来珍惜的话，或许它已经离开了.

我不要就这样擦肩而过，我要把握住你。希望你也一样。

你的心有一道墙，但我发现一扇窗，偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光，

虽然你有一道墙，我的爱会攀上窗台盛放，打开窗你会看到悲伤融化。。。。