总结

今天，是实习的最后一天了。可是心情不怎么兴奋，反而感觉很懒惰。什么也不想做呢。怎么办？可能是应为我还没真正把所有事的工作给完成吧！哎呀！不管啦！反正做那么好也没有勤工奖的。又没得加薪，反而是“加辛”，辛苦的辛才对吧！

说真的，对自己要求太高，真的是给自己压力。一直要自己做到最好最好，又怎样？也只不过是希望那位大爷给我好的评语。我做到了，讲师也给我很好的评语。

在这次的实习中，我真的成长了不少。以前，一个详案加教具，都要做上好几个小时，现在啊！真的是可以在3个小时里做好写好呢！有时真的很佩服我自己，呵呵！又要教补习，又要做家务，又要写详案，又要教妹妹做功课，又要忙学校的事物，我简直是个怪人啊！有时累到趴在桌上也可以睡着。然后，突然惊醒自己还没把事情做好，又爬起继续做。唉！人家真的忙到~

突然间，有一种很想离开的感觉，离开现在这个地方，什么也不想，什么也不做，放轻松放轻松。到一个没有人认识我的地方，尽情享受自我。看看风景，吹吹风，逛逛街，买买东西，听听歌，唱唱歌。。。。但是要免费的哦！哈哈！哇！有很多我很想做的事呢！这种生活到底什么时候才会到来？想就想到很开心，但是回到现实生活中，还是有一大堆东西等着你去做，没有我，真的不行！是吗？我真的那么重要吗？我也不知道，或许只是自己以为自己很重要吧！

但是我的责任心在泛滥啦，我怎么可能丢下啦！cheh~

心里一直很感谢妈妈，只是一直说不出口。谢谢妈妈，天天为我褒凉水，煮饭给我吃，买补品给我吃，一天到晚扰扰叨叨在我视野的范围，给我鼓励，在我失意时，听我倾诉，给我意见，给我安慰~唉！去哪里找一个那么好的妈妈啊!讲到这里，泪盈满眶了呢！呵呵~我答应妈妈要带她去旅行，因为妈妈早婚，整个青春都在照顾我们这四姐妹，忙东忙西的。其实最辛苦的人应该是妈妈。我的实习虽然要熬夜，但是，妈妈呢？我做不完的家务事，还不都是妈妈来扛？不止是我的工作，姐姐妹妹的呢？妈妈妈妈~~~~~很对不起，有时我做到很累时，还对你发脾气。想想真的很不应该呢！不过我懂妈妈不会跟我计较啦！O(∩_∩)O哈哈~所以啊！我会很疼很疼我的妈妈~姐姐让妈妈哭了，可是我不可以！我要妈妈常常开心地笑，让他知道他对我的好并没有白费。妈妈你很本事，可以让你女儿让我啊~~~这样这样咯！！！

Golden words

Here is something to share....

Love your job but don't love your Company because you may not know
when your company stops loving you.
Dr. ABDUL KALAM

What is the Secret of SUCCESS... ? "RIGHT DECISIONS"
How do you make Right Decisions... ? "EXPERIENCE"
How do you get Experience.. .. ? "WRONG DECISIONS
Dr. ABDUL KALAM

Without your involvement you can't succeed. With your involvement you can't fail.
Dr. ABDUL KALAM

You are not responsible for what people think about you.
But you are responsible for what you give them to think about you.
STANLEY FERRARD

A man is lucky if he is the first love of a Woman.
A woman is lucky if she is the last love of a man.
CHARLES DICKENS

Write your Sad times in Sand, Write your Good times in Stone.
GEORGE BERNARD SHAW

Behind every successful man, there is an untold pain in his heart.
BILL JACOBS


It's better to lose your Ego to the one you Love,
than to lose the one you LOVE because of EGO.
JOHN KEATS

Don't make promise when you are in JOY . Don't reply when you are SAD.
Don't take decisions when you are ANGRY. Think twice, Act wise.
BE happy...!


> 十句話 (很有意義)
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> 第一句
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> 沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人
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> 第二句
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> 付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
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> 保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞
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> 第三句
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> 通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人
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> 第四句
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> 有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重
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> 第五句
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> 冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具
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> 第六句
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> 如果我們之間有 1000
> 步的距離　你只要跨出第1步
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> 我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步
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> 第七句
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> 為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
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> 為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
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> 為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人
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> 第八句
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> 就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie
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> 第九句
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> 真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
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> 而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬
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> 第十句
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> 朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

真有意思！

practicum fasa 2

i'm pretty happy that because the practicum will over soon. Early from the beginning, i was feeling stress with this such lousy thing. Coz i really dont know that can i handle all the jobs those need to be done in the same time. AAArrghh~~~ Finally, everything is over after this COMING　FRIDAY.

then, 1 more day,
its freedom!
watching movies,
traveling,
shopping,
playing games,
dinning,
and so on....
i want to do it...
haha....
i planned.


During this period,

Wanna shout as loud as i can, i wish. But i know that i shouldnt do that. huh~ how? this is the question that i always ask myself. Even it was no answer at the END, but i keep on asking. is it stupid? i think YES. Nobody will give themselves a plenty of jobs for making MONEY during the practicum. Coz they also afraid that they cannot finished the jobs on time and the stupid lecturer will come to spot check....... really driving people crazy... its truth! I HATE PRACTICUM. i can't sleep well although everything is getting ready to be check. i told myself that i can do, i can do it, i can DO IT! Sure, i can do it.


AT the last two weeks before the practicum is over,

Heard the news from my friend that she was selected for the recommended best practicum student. It wasnt me. I mean i hope to be. But at the END, what i thought it was over. i have no chance to be what i want to be. WWUUuu.... really feeling sad. but, i really proud that all of them are my friends. i'm so glad that they told me the news. i greet them. Truly from my heart. Congrats to be the recommended students! Your guys had a greet job on the practicum. You all really work very hard for it. Really. Congrats again.

I really feeling tired. i wanna take a rest loo.... haha....
one more day....
one more day....
one more DAy~~~~~~

so happy... so unbelievable.... hahaaa....
i think i can fly~~~~ haha...

sweet~

【起风了，天很冷。

此刻你在哪里？在寒风中奔走？还是在窗前独思？

你是否知道，我在想你？

想你的时候我念着你的名字，想象着你的模样。你的寒热，你的喜怒
哀乐，都牵动着我的心。

风吹落了片片黄叶，每一片都写着：我想你！让我的目光能够锁住你，看看你，好吗？】

很有意思的一个段落，引起我想写下我今天的心情。


正想要打给你时，你却比我快一步~哈哈！
真是的。。

很甜很甜~

我的心，一直不停地扑通扑通地跳动着~跳动着~在亲你的当时~~~~ (*^__^*) 嘻嘻……
惊讶吧！你也没想到吧？你的心情是什么啊？可否让我知道？

今天的你看起来很累很累~我很心疼呢~要休息饱饱哦！
这三天，心情起伏很大。

但是很开心，真的。
真的超紧张的！

这种感觉重来没有过，原来是这样的。

可是我很贪心，想要更多！