4.30.2010

所有事情是不是应该回到原点?

啥啥 10:57 PM 0 comments
最近真的很忙很忙,忙到自己都快要不认得自己了。忽略了身边的人、事、物、宠物等。甚至他。我的心里一直有很多问号,那些文号一直盘旋在脑海里,该怎么去解决?该怎么去做,我都快要疯了。排山倒海的任务、课业、东西、都等着我去处理。难道你就不能体谅我吗?一天到晚都是那句:你没有陪到我。你没有陪到我。你没有陪到我。我是神吗?我怎么去分身?我都忙到快要喘不过气来了,头脑一直在转啊转的,我的东西你有帮不到我,你的东西却要我来烦,是不是嫌我不够烦?

如果你还是这样,我看我们还是算了。

4.09.2010

feeling sad~

啥啥 3:11 PM 2 comments
jz now hav a meet with pupil's grandfather.... really stress to talk n discuss with his grandfather who is a very HIGH EDUCATION ppl.. but i hav to do this, coz this pupil really makes a lot of troubles!!!!!

i dun know how to talk n teach him.... jz now heard that his grandfather maybe will send him back to his mother who is working in kl, if both of us cannot teach him anymore to being a normal pupil like others.

but i really hard to let him go. coz i wanna try my best to teach him how to being a good person. He is a very clever boy. If this meeting coz him transfer to other school, i will not forgive myself. i hope i can teach him as good as i can. (one of the reason he did that bad attitude, he wanna go back to his mother....i think..) i wish i could change him!!!

4.01.2010

哑巴

啥啥 7:47 PM 0 comments
我是个非常爱说话的人,连续接了几天家长们的电话后,听他们问我的问题,一直盘绕在我的耳边,一直问我一直问我,问到我快要不懂该怎么回答了!突然间希望自己是个哑巴,只有懂手语的人才懂得我说的话!我也很为难!我也很无助!

一直问我到底要教吗?几个学生而已,可以教吗?我借地方给你好了,这样至少孩子的进度能维持啊!我也想我也想!只是,我能答应你们几个人呢? 加上我又要实习,我自己能不能应付,我自己也不晓得。

我告诉你!我很想教,因为我很缺钱!真的!临教那薄弱的薪水,简直就是微不足道!我又在想,如果我放弃了自己好几年来辛辛苦苦所创立下的事业,让它就那样毁于一旦,说真的,我不甘心!我真的不甘心!可是我不教,而我又到底能支撑到多久呢!

为什么别人的努力,可以被那些完全没有付出努力的人就这样轻易地糟蹋?就那一两封信惹的祸!奇怪?那种信,来突击检查就那么快出现;申请的信,却迟迟都没有消息?那些姓马的人到底是怎么做事的?他妈的!真的很想骂粗口!等了一个星期又一个星期!电话、信还是什么的,都没有。你们到底有没有做事的?还是白拿薪水?人家急得像热锅上的蚂蚁,你知道吗?你们知道吗???隔壁店铺的电线陈旧,干我屁事啊?简直就是无理取闹!你是不是想贿赂?就大声说啊!自己的名字有哈芝,怎么不认为你配得上哈芝这名字?回去吃大便啦!哼!!!!!!!

恶毒的话会得到报应,今天所说的,可能会得罪人,所以,就让我当两天哑巴来惩罚自己吧!
 

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