up and down

blah...blah... blah....
怎么会这样的呢？
真坏！坏透了！
最近脾气很坏，一点点事就很容易生气。
都不懂怎么的。唉。。。要压抑住自己的心情真难。。。

haha!!! EXAM PAPERS already done!

feeling happy that i have done exam papers... hehee.... can sleep loo... yay!!!
so happy....

在你的身边~…^.^

在你身边的这些时间，真的感觉很开心很幸福~~~ ^.^
很想为你做点事。。。但是又想不到要做什么哦。。。
(*^__^*) 嘻嘻……好像只是会说不会做。。。(*^__^*)

因为我们在一起的时间很短，所以会很怀念。。。很珍惜。。。。很舍不得啊。。。


听到这首歌。。就会特别感触。。。
希望我们能一直这样下去。。。。

raining~~~

raining again..... I like raining originally. Since i was sick 5 days ago, i hate raining! coz i can't blow by wind. No more didadida,.... it sounds become dadadadaadadDADAdadaDADAAD....non stop DadDDAAAdDAADa,....

People said that raining can makes everything new, can cleans the dirty... can makes people sleep well.. no need switch on the aircond also can sleep like in Cameron Highlands.

Cheh.... these such feelings all gone!

The only thing that i can do for now is WAIT..... Wait... =(

生病了~~~ T.T下雨了！！！很想你！你几点回来啊？

夜阑人静无人的时候生病了，原来是这种感觉的。

没想到，我竟然发烧了。到底是为什么呢？自己也糊里糊涂。我应该早就发现的。我就觉得奇怪嘛，怎么一直又热又冷的，头又一直很痛，到底是因为我一下子在冷气环境，一下子在很热的环境，所以才头疼呢？还是真的生病了？一直到我冲了凉后，满身疼痛才知道自己发烧了。真笨啊！

十一点了，我以为我是因为很累就躺在床上睡一下。忽然感到呼吸困难，很想哭很想哭的感觉很想用力地呻吟。。。这种感觉就像上次在家发烧要小妹一直帮我敷湿毛巾一样，那种可恶的感觉又来了！原来我发烧了。该怎么办？感觉很无助呢。。。在床上翻来覆去了一段时间，实在是难过极了！我的药又吃完了，去哪里找药嘛。。。想不出点子的我，只好一直躺在那里。。。等啊等啊~时间一分一秒地过去了。。。十一点20分了。。。实在是无言！什么啊！干吗要发烧阿！我有喝水啊，怎么生病阿！很想骂人！但是那时实在是握拳头也没力。。

快要十二点了，很辛苦很辛苦。。。不能一直这样呆下去了！很想给达达打电话，可是想想，这样会让他很担心的。。 可以翻一下达达的东西吧。。。panadol你到底在哪里啊！快给我死出来！啊！！！！原来你在这里啊！看到你真好！没想太多，马上吃了两粒。。。这时真的感到很冷很冷。。。盖被子吧！出了一身汗就会好的啦！但是药吃进肚子里也要一段时间才能发挥作用的，该死的！呻吟着~呻吟着~ 一直到了十二点半，眼皮很听话的合起来了，睡着睡着，开始冒汗了，好极了！再忍耐多一下，再出多一些汗就好了，快好了，快好了~。。心是这样想的。。。

起来时，已经两点多了，原来我也睡了好长的时间，啊~两点多。。。数啊数。。。达达十点半才出门啊，两个半小时车程，十二点半那样才到达。。工作一个小时吧！也要到一点半，在那里回来也要两个半小时吧！加加加。。。应该四点这样回到吧！可是现在才差不多三点而已。

醒了后，睡不下去了，听~~~~，下雨哦。。。可以听见滴滴答答的雨声，很清晰的。。咦？怎么没感觉有凉意？这时的我，感觉好多了，头没疼了，身体也没感到疼痛了，应该好了吧！好像很精神这样哦！于是打开电脑看看facebook，咦。。。看了好几个短片，蛮有趣的。。看啊看啊~又没东西看了。。。不如写写我的部落格吧~~~就这样写啊写啊。。。啊！已经三点四十三分了！怎么达达还没回来？可以打电话吗？可以吗？呜呜！！！！呜呜！！！

很想你！你是在回家的路上吗？还是还在哪里？你的工作实在是日夜不分，感觉很辛苦，很累，而且今天又陪我逛了一整天，真的感觉不累吗？我问你，可是你回答我说：又不是做工，哪里累？可是我很心疼，我选择留在这里等你回来，是不是很不听话？当你说要去江沙时，心情真的很坏！难得我来啊，就这样回去，好像很没意思。。。于是我闹起脾气到处乱逛，你就在后面跟着我。。。想想实在很不应该呢，哎哟，实在是控制不到啊。。。我也懂达达很为难。。。

其实我应该这样做吗？应该吗？感觉好像我在给达达压力。。。对不起啊！达达，我以后不会这样了。你放纵我的任性，我的任性实在是。。。现在很讨厌这样任性的自己！现在早上四点了。。。雨也慢慢小了。。。嘀嗒嘀嗒的雨声慢慢消失了。。。

happy.../tired..../sick....

Thank you dar dar that gave a memorable day although i was not feeling well.

I hate cough! it makes me feeling headache, tired, no energy, breathless!!!! I HATE YOU!!!! PLEASE RUN AWAY FROM ME! PLEASSEEEEEE.........

i never thought that i can hold your hand like this, talk to you like this, stay with you like this... really... i feel glad that i have you by my side.

I am happy to breathe the air with you in a same space. i wont slow down my speed to run toward to get your step, i just know that you are really important for me.

I like the earings that you present me. Now i know the feeling to have somebody love. And how about you? Is it you got the same feelings like me?

But i really sorry that want you treat dad n mum a big DINNER... i feel stressed, n sorry cause used a lot of money. T.T

No wonder how, i want to stay with you. This is what i want to do! N you too!

Becareful while driving oh, i will stay here n wait for you obediently de.. haha.... =)

MISS　YOU!!!!

发呆~

原来可以这样子面对着电脑发呆~ 真无奈~

tiring~

i dont want to do lah! why still got many works can't finish on time de? May i Scape away? May i? May i? hope to do so. Although the practicum is over. But there are many things need to be done like a long queue. Never Ended. Sometimes i keep on asking myself, " What is the aim i do so much? Why i cant jz ran away this things like sis?" haha.... i know i cant. Coz it will make mum sad. I cant let her being injured anymore. At the end, just do it, terynce! U can handle it de.... !