还有六天~

第二期的实习终于要来了。可是到现在我都还没做好我要准备的东西。真是感觉很糟！堆积如山的文件等我处理，一大堆的报告要写，又要布置课室，图书馆。。。快要忙到我喘不过气来了！所以昨天跟自己承诺说，我要离开非死不可一段日子。。。不懂可否做得到呢？其实心里很迷惘。或许会偷瞄一下吧！但是想到有一大堆的东西要做，我看啊，我的部落格可能也要丢下一段日子了！

只要撑过这十四个星期，就会是晴天了！！！我要加油！向我的目标迈进！
坚持坚持坚持！！！！！
不可以再懒惰了！为自己争一口气！这样别人才不会看不起你！就用成功来打倒敌人吧！
让那些平常不看好我的人刮目相看！让那些愤怒化为推动我的力量！
告诉自己！我行！我一定行！
说到要做到！加油！！！！！！

if i were a girl AGAIN

if i were a girl again, i would practice perseverance more often, and never give up a thing because it was difficult or inconvenient. If we want light, we must conquer darkness. Perseverance can sometimes equal genius in its results. " There are only two creatures," says a proverb, " who can surmount the pyramids - the eagle and the snail."

if i were a girl again, i would school myself into a habit of attention; i would let nothing come between me and the subject in hand. I would remember that a good skater never tries in two direction at once. The habit of attention becomes part of our life, if we begin early enough.

If i were to live my life over again, i would pay more attention to cultivation of the memory. I would strengthen that faculty by every possible means, and on every possible occasion. It takes a little hard work at 1st to remember things accurately; but memory soon helps itself, and gives very little trouble. It only needs early cultivation to become a power.

烦烦烦！

今天又开始上课了。原以为带着很轻松的心情的去上课的，也跟大家说说我那漂亮的成绩。。。让自己也爽一下这个样子。。。。没想到，把实习那封信交给校长后，心情就变得很沉重了。

由于这次的实习相当的长，14个星期。数起来真的有点吓到。不懂自己能不能熬过去呢。加上实习的导师需要两位，校长勉为其难的当了第一个，那么第二个呢？我都很烦恼。因为导师这份工作其实说难不难，但是要麻烦到人家，我都不好意思说出口。况且别人早已呛声说了自己不是很愿意做我的导师，但是校长却叫我自己选。我怎么选嘛？别人都不愿意，我选了又有何用？

校长真是给了我一个大问号。。钱又不多，工作也蛮多，还要去开会。这种吃力不讨好的事，谁想要干啊？ 我的心情真的降到谷底去了。我到底该怎么做？我真的很好奇。。。。

谁可以帮帮我啊？

距离实习还有两个星期而已，我的课才到第8课，实习那个星期最好能在第13课。。。。还有6课啊。。。。我要怎么追？？？？？而且这个星期又运动会。。。。我的华语课简直是泡汤了。。。我真是笨死了。。。。应该老早就该计划的！现在才来计划。。。真是害死自己了。。。。

Emotional ups and downs~~~~~

Yesterday I went to take charge of Chinese's subject handouts a copy. But, i forgot to write on the numbers of the copies notes. So, I borrowed a pencil from the shop keeper to write it on. But i found that the keeper is not free. She is copying the documents for the other customer.

I got an idea on that time. I tried to search around the shop for a pencil. Then, i made decision that to borrow one of the new pencils to write 5 WORDS. ( 20 SET) on the papers.

After twenty minutes later, I went back to those documents. The shop keeper told me that want me to pay more 30 cents! What's was the reason???? i asked. She said that jz now i had use the new pencil over the rack, so i hav to pay more 30 cents!

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

i wonder why?? Why i hav to pay more?????? On that time, i was very angry, but i hav nothing to do. When i got in to my fren's car, so i spread the bad attitude of the shop keeper to my frens. Even if I want to buy a pen, I also should have the right to try, right? Trying is not necessary to pay. Why i hav to pay 30 cents for jz wrote 5 WORDS?

Mental derangement! WHY don't she go to the bank robbed?


Do u agree with me that she is mental derangement? Those surnamed 马's, really .............

I donno how to describe them!
But my fren asked me that "Y dont u jz put down 30cents, and take the pencil go lah".....

But i didnt.

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My slip result of the semester 4 taken by today afternoon around 2pm.

its really make me surprised that i got the highest marks in my class again. This is the 3rd times, i got it. Really happy n amazing. Hope that i can keep on with it till my graduates.

i sent messages to all my family including my dear. i told them i got 1st again. They also gave me their bless.

But, when i was eating dinner with my frens in Jjusco, one of my fren said that the ppl who got the highest marks in my class was not me. At that time, I really felt disappointed. She told me that the ppl who got the highest marks was XXX.

Before that, i heard from my roommate was not like that. Ooops.... Heart Broken.....at that time. So, i made a phone call to my fren to ask about it when i was going to the toilet.

Its the same! Same answer with my roommate. Felt being free....


So lousy..... is it true? How so? Haiz.....
happy for a while..... sad for a long time...


aiyo, dunno how to explain to my family about it? so headache...... Even i'm not lying, but i hard to tell them lah..... but i still not confirm yet, am i getting the wrong information.

i asked myself: is it very important? is it will make me CAN'T get down from the stairs? Feel a bit BLUR.....

and we decided that we want to go out for a gathering tonite, but we didnt. I went out with them with Full of happy mood. At the end, IT IS NOTHING happened...

But we went to Yam Cha..... The waitress who served us with a bad attitude too. And the bar tender made us fermented beans in the drinks we ordered.

YaaaaTch.... UUuueeeekkkkkk.
then, we ordered the others drink. But they CHARGE us the drinks(got fermented beans) we asked them to change for us. Haiz.... happy happy go.... moody moody back....


This two-day mood really ups and downs... =.= =.=

Finally~ i have finished all the assignment...

Deadline should be 15 march of 2010.
Unfortunately, i CAN'T FINISHED it on time....
it is very very driving me crazy!!!!!!

Let me show u my ASSIGNMENT i done!

tata.....
死亡时间：15、3、2010 10：59pm。

really happy.... but tired.....
busy with these such of assignments......
make me until no rest time!

it is all becoz of YOU!

Do u know who am i mention to?
Ya!!! It is YOU!

Actually, i can finish it earlier than the day before deadline....
it is all becoz u gave me the RUBBISH...
then, i hav to REDO again......


these are MY　SOLDIERS......
thank you.... n love u so much that helped me to fix my HEADACHE.....

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16.3.2010
TUESDAY

this is the day for passing up all the assignments....

before that.... let me took some pictures 1st...


CAN U COUNT IT? HOW MANY ASSIGNMENTS ARE THERE?

u are so clever!!!!!! the answer is 14.

i can;t believe that i can finished it.....
SO PROUD OF MYSELF~


MORE than ONE RIM OF A4 PAPERS.....

after passed up all the assignments,
feel relax..... n see whats going on with my frenz....

lai kuan is counting the assignments pages.... n i can see so many assignment that hav passed up putting on her table....


COUNTING~~~~~ who didnt passed up????
sure i got!


Chloe silly face looking at me on that time....
so cute~


Finally,..... all the assignments passed up on time following with what they promised....

Hope that it was the last time that i want to do so many of assignments.....
NO MORE next time! Coz this is the last semester liao......

yes i know it, but i really hard to go~

讨厌你！！！

原本想说今天可以轻轻松松躺上床就呼呼大睡。没想到世界上竟然有这种人！在之前，他已经老早就选好了题目，他选了最容易的那一题，最难的那一题留给我，那也算了。可是到最后，还只有我来收拾他的烂摊子！我的，他又帮不上忙；他的还要我来烦！之前都已经跟他说明该怎么做，今天是最后一天了，交给我的却是一堆垃圾！这世界到底是怎么了？为甚到头来还是自己一个人在辛苦？为什么？？？？为什么？？？？我实在很不明白！

为什么那些人可以毫不在乎，可以假装什么也不懂？说一句不知道就可以敷衍了事？剩下的就我自己一个人来扛？我为什么就是不能像他们那样？其实我也不懂啊！我也不会啊！我也不知道该怎么做啊！！那又能怎样呢？就算不懂，功课还是要做，时间还是照样过。很想骂人！真的很想骂他！可是想到同房啊、同村啊~ 总共不能擺臭脸吧！就算我多么的生气，多么的无助，我都没能表现出来！到底是为什么？我自己也搞不懂。

我最讨厌就是和你同组做功课了！每次都没找资料，每次都说不懂，每次都说不知道。你烦不烦哪！什么东西都依赖我，你以为我是神啊？我也不懂啦，我还不是自己上网找资料，读很多很多。组别的课业我没办法啦！一定要跟你讨论。个人的，也没人教我，我还不都是自己呕出来？为什么一天到晚只会伸手问人拿东西，你借到的，找到的，都没跟我分享。我却每次都要给你。我啊，真的很讨厌你！很讨厌你！！！！5个semester了，都没看到你有长进？你脑袋长草啊？还是长蜘蛛？那么没脑袋的？

5个semester不是我驾车载你，就是我男朋友驾车去到你家载你，难道你都不会不好意思哦！做人家的电灯泡？当初说好你出了新车就大家一起轮流的驾车的啊！每次我都说到出口叫你载，每次都有新的理由，不是说没试过驾去怡保，就说你弟弟要用车。奇怪了，汽车是你的啊，为何一天到晚任弟弟驾去拍拖？我啊，才不是稀罕做你的车！只是想到说，你每次都占人便宜，重来都没为别人付出，你以为人家应分的吗？到最后还是我载你！有没有搞错？我都已经好几次故意撇开你，你都好像没反应的？你做到有一点是让我心甘情愿的，我都没那么生气！

还得对着你！我真的很辛苦，很累！你饶了我吧！

特别的今天~

今天的天气真特别~ 所有的一切都很特别~

到底是怎么特别呢？哈哈~

因为很多东西跟平常的都不太一样，真是值得纪念的一天。。。

一路上，看见满满晨雾~

仿佛踏入仙境一样~

来到学校，马上拿出相机拍下这一刻。。。


办公室后面的草场

学校草场~（弥漫的晨雾。。。还以为自己当仙女了呢！哈哈）

图书馆后面

真如仙境一般呢！

加上今天学校的电话不懂事怎么一回事，没反应~

到了学校后，感觉像与世隔绝了。。。。

电话打不出。。。。不能上网。。。

真是哭笑不得啊！

与世隔绝、世外桃源这两句成语可以派上用场了，呵呵！

后来才晓得，是整个村子的电话都不能用！

）（&**……%￥#@%￥%

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今天下午三点多，完成了课外活动后，去TESCO跑了一趟，
为了它~~~dOgG13~~~~

高度有一个车轮的四分之三这样~

生平第一次养的小小狗。。。。现在长大了。。。应该有一岁多了。。
但是再也长不大了。。。
隔壁家比他小的狗（小它大概是4个多月），现在牛高马大了！

好长的舌头~

当然啊！我为了你去买你的“饼饼”！！

看见我拿着它最爱吃的“饼饼”，当然垂涎三尺啦！


爱宝万岁万岁万万岁！！！



RM29.90哦！！！才3kg。。。。

其实我都不懂有没有买错，一岁多的小狗，是幼犬还是成犬？

管他啦！有的吃就好了啦！

不过，还要跟我的doggie说声对不起啊！

因为，它的饼饼，我忘了去买，害它这两天只喝牛奶。。。。

难怪它昨天生我的气，摸它时，他还想咬我呢！

今天回来时，拿着它最爱的饼饼，舌头不但伸得长长的，还不断对着我摇尾巴。。。

你呀！真是坏透了！

伤风了~

很久没生病了。。。

原来生病是那么辛苦的。。。。

昨晚一整晚睡不好。。。。

月事来的不是时候，

腰酸背痛应该是老人家的病吧！

怎么会出现在我身上？

真是不可思议~

腰酸背痛也算了，怎么连腿儿也来凑热闹？

害我整晚不能去约会！

怎么搞的嘛！

是妒忌吗？

是吃醋吗？

还是在报仇啊？

两个鼻孔。。。一个在煽风点火，一个搞自闭。。。

真是受够你们了！

有什么事开门见山说啦！！！

干嘛在我最忙的时候来敲门！！！

本小姐不发火，当我是病猫是不是？

（说真的，现在真像病猫~~唉！打败仗了！）